urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:coastt baby, you light up the coast with your eyes baby, you light up the coast with your eyes 2006-01-08T00:41:39Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:coastt:9043 2006-01-08T00:41:39Z 2006-01-08T00:41:39Z tennis court soundtrack. 2006 has been amazing in the past week we've been in it. and the end of 2005 was great too. so basically cheer is getting better. we were supposed to go to our competition this morning but there was bad weather. i have come to the conclusion that i drink way too much coffee. i just got a haircut today. she hacked it off but it's cute. i now know who my close friends are and who i should trust. i'm happy all the time. today was the first time in awhile i've been sad and it was for good reason. i've made so many new friends through bbyo, which is amazing. everyones starting to get their licenses, its kind of weird to get used to because i remember all my friends as little kids and for me at least getting your license means like alot of growing up and responsibility. its pretty sweet though i guess. samantha gets her license in 3 days... wow i cant wait, love you saaaam! schools going pretty well i guess, midterms start this coming week so we'll see how that goes. but right now i gotta go get ready, im goin out with my lover roby tonight and we're going outtt then to jason's probably. so yeaah, hope everyone's years going well so far. =) much love & peaacee. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:coastt:8773 2005-12-05T20:48:05Z 2005-12-05T20:48:05Z new york was amazing<br />that is all<br />i want to go back. even the guys agree we should go back and it was sweet so you know it had to be. i got so much closer with a bunch of people and learned some stuff about some people that makes me not want to be friends with them. but hey its all good cause im happy now=). still on the boyfriend search.. but it's all good.<br /><br />laura marie zazaian my best friend in the whole world is getting her license in 20 days. wow.<br /><br />okay now im really done. peace out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:coastt:8626 2005-11-11T03:34:04Z 2005-11-11T03:34:04Z shhhhhh. WARNING: VENT SESSION.<br /><br />I thought I needed to update again, for some COMPLETELY random reason so here it goes.<br /><br />my sophomore year has been incredible so far. (cough cough homecoming will NEVER get old). some people have really grown up and i love how we all get along and there is no drama. at the same time some people are so immature and hurtful. and so many people are forgetting about the things that really mattered to them. like i know that grades are not a big deal to some people, but its sad to see some of your best friends just completely fuck up on things that they cared about so much at one point. <br /><br />on a happier note i have so much to look forward to. monday cheer practice starts again. todays thursday and i wish the weekend would go faster. my mom said to be careful what i wish for but right now i cant wait. wednesday is the powderpuff game. laur and i are going to watch danielle and chelsea play and we're making posters, cause only cool kids do that. 20 days from today is newyork. the meeting was last night and honestly i couldnt be more excited. 20 days need to go faster. the all american rejects and the academy is concert is on december 20th. i'm really really really excited for thatttt. hanukkah and christmas are on the 25th (obviously) so im excited for that too =D and rc starts december 26th. laura also gets her license december 26th which means no more sitting at home or being hungry and not having a ride. i wont even get started about that but lets just say its gonna be the sweetest thing ever. haha i love you booo&lt;3. then of course new year and all that good stuff. <br /><br />back to the stupid stuff. i feel like i lost trust in so many people. i mean, people do stupid shit all the time and i am a very very very forgiving person. i dont think ive ever held a grudge for more than an hour in my entire life. but when you do something that really gets to me it just sucks. when you do something to make me not trust you i WILL not trust you. but ill be nice to you, we'll be friends and have fun together. i forgive but i dont forget- remember that. and i also feel like theres one person who doesnt trust me. and for that i'm sorry because i don't know what i did. but our relationship is crazy. <br /><br />i want a boyfriend. <br />i know ive probably complained a thousand times in my life about it. but yeah, i've "played the field" as horrible as that sounds and have found no one for me. last year i was the type of person who would have been like "yeah lets hook up" and say i wouldnt care. but in all honesty i get attached WAY too easily. and the worst feeling in the world is when you like someone and you want to keep it all to yourself number one to protect yourself from potentially getting hurt and number two because youre wishing for something that wont happen and you KNOW it with all your heart. that hurts like hell. <br /><br />i want a boy who is not ashamed to introduce me to his friends or his parents or anyone as his girlfriend. who will call me back when i hang up on him. who can take my sarcasm. who will find ME in the hall and kiss me on the forehead. who will respect me and ask me for plans. someone who will put in as much into the relationship as i do, because that will be alot. and i think that maybe it sounds like a lot and that im being picky. but i don't think it is unreasonable. <br /><br />overall i think im lonely. i dont know how because our group of friends has grown SO much this year, and there's so many people to hang out with. maybe it's my fault for being picky about who i trust and who i want to hang out with. i dont know what it is exactly. i wish people would call me for plans instead of me calling them. or i wish people would not ditch me five seconds before we're supposed to hang out. <br /><br />right now there are a few people in this world i trust with anything: laura, caroline, alec, mel, evan, whitney and mark. so thank you guys.<br /><br />"i look up, you're standing next to me- what a feeling<br />what a feeling in my soul, love burns brighter than sunshine<br />brighter than sunshine<br />let the rain fall, i dont care.. i'm yours and certainly you're mine<br />suddenly you're mine, and it's brighter than sunshine." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:coastt:8339 2005-11-09T02:50:24Z 2005-11-09T02:50:24Z i love all my friends.<br />im so happy. =D<br />things to look forward to:<br /><br />NEW YORK BIATCHES- nov. 30- dec. 4 (22days!)<br />ALL AMERICAN REJECTS & THE ACADEMY IS- dec. 20 (42days!)<br />LAURA'S 16th BIRTHDAY (cough LICENSE BITCHES)/ XMAS/ HANUKKAH- dec. 25 (47days!)<br />RC STARTS- dec. 26 (48days!)<br /><br />i dont know what else to be excited for. but thats alot. im very happy =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:coastt:7426 2005-10-10T03:36:42Z 2005-10-10T03:36:42Z my humpsss oh my god. last night was IN FUCKING SANE. <br />homecoming 2005= the best night of my entire life. i honestly dont think i've had that much fun in SO LONG. <br /><br />so it started with pictures at sammys. we took pictures for like 30 minutes in the freezing cold, then the limo came to get us haha we drove to dinner.. the limo was fricken sweet. i ate dinner with marky, toddy, jace, curtis, & ry. we had fun =D i had chicken parmesan, it was not so good. but then we left there around like 8:30 for the dance, stayed for about an hour haha it was LAAAAME. then we went to sleven where there happened to be like 2 or 3 other limos/ party buses so we had to stand in an hour long line. then sammy & i started to get on the wrong limo and we were still sober lmfao. we got back on the limo and drove to evans where we sat outside of his house for about 20 minutes deciding whether he was there or not and if we should go in..casue no one had service in the limo, we couldnt get ahold of anyone in there. it turned out they were already there.. we went inside and there was only like 35 people there then. then the whole junior party bus with like 50 people got there.. and then like 20 other random kids ive never seen in my life and then like 20 more oh my god there was liek a million people there. we seriously were all partying for like 5 hours and it kept going after we left, which was at 2:30. evan's parents were making us all coffee and stuff and it was just fricken insane. i had the best night of my life and im obsessed with the whole pazur family like COMPLETELY. <br /><br />usc sweetie xo: i love you lainey!!!!!!<br />I LOVE KYMBERLI!<br />Sportigrl101: i just love it all...i keep going back to last nigh tand reliving it. haha<br />OMG KELLY i love you! &lt;3<br />JAMES' AWAY MESSAGE: sucks if you wernt one of the 120ppl at evans last night cuz it was the best fucking party ever!!!<br /><br />WOW, laura & i agree that we're completely OBSESSED with homecoming.